The S.H.O.U.L.D. Weekly

Reflections for the life behind your decisions.

One honest reflection and one question to carry into the week.

Issue 03October 8, 2026 · Autumn Edition

The harvests I almost missed

At the beginning of 2026, I wanted to learn how to ride a bike, go skydiving, and travel to London.

None of those desires has materialized yet. Fibroids asked more of my body than I expected, and a few financial setbacks changed what I could prioritize.

The year is not over. Skydiving may still happen. Still, if I measure 2026 only against those three desires, it feels like a slow year.

Then I looked again.

Some of what grew this year was not on the list I made at the beginning. It arrived as work, study, courage, structure, and ideas that became real.

A gentler way to review the year

  • What did I hope would happen?
  • What changed my capacity or my timing?
  • What grew that I did not know to ask for?
  • What is still possible before the year closes?

I am learning that a desire can be delayed without being abandoned. I am also learning not to overlook a foundation simply because it did not arrive in the shape I imagined.

Carry this with youA slow year can still be a fruitful year.
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The 2026 harvest

What grew while I was looking elsewhere

These were not the experiences I pictured when the year began, but they are part of what 2026 produced.

  • I established Beatrice Intelligence Lab LLC.
  • I launched Should I Buy This? AI on the App Store.
  • I completed the first edition of Should I Buy This? and published its companion journal.
  • I developed AURGI™, a framework for AI strategy, readiness, and integration.
  • I continued my master’s education while working full time and received a $2,500 Fall 2026 scholarship.
  • I began planning a 2027 AI workshop in Kenya.

Some years give us the experience. Other years give us the structure that will make the experience possible.

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